Winter

The blanket is heavy.
I unfold it around you
pull at edges, carefully cover a stray leg.
A good night kiss. Lights off.
Snuggle.

Growth

Medusa Sea Star
braids already-there
hair.  She weaves more.

Swallowtail knits
a stomach to eat
the self it forgets.

It's not how you build it, so long as you build it.

For Sasha (revised)

He struck off into the park

but at ten to 3 was himself struck

by the rotting branch of an old maple tree.

He was crowned mid-stride.

He might've sat beneath that tree,

lifted his eyes to the cold city skies

to script a new constellation of designs. 

But he was knocked out mid-stride.

He might've been killed outright.

But he was laid flat mid-stride.

His mind will never be what it might have been.

He was benighted mid-stride.

Suspended moments

It was almost twelve, daddy, and we hurried through gallery 11,
wavering but a moment at the raja, vajir, haathi, oonth, ghoda and pyaade,*
all suspended in ivory: a battle, set up, but forever awaiting the conch.
We ran down the corridor --Sunday afternoons slipped by
when you'd taught us to build forts on pieces from your childhood
--and arrived, breathless, to the musical clock in the lobby.
But that little watchman, time, had already chimed the hour.

*Piece names in Hindi for the king, queen, rook, bishop, knight, and pawns.
Something like this: http://www.flickr.com/photos/21000745@N02/5051374373/lightbox/

Yummy Flashback

Out of nowhere

working on my laptop

years later, I taste 

the flour butter

sugar oatmeal dough

of Mum's cookies

A full pinch 

out of the bowl

and I hear her scold

Sorella

For Sasha

He struck off into the park
but at ten to 3 was himself struck
by the rotting branch of an old maple tree.
He was sat weeping mid-stride.

He might've sat beneath that tree,
lifted his eyes to the cold city skies
to script a new constellation of designs.
But he was sat weeping mid-stride.

He might've been killed outright.
But he was sat weeping mid-stride.
His mind will never be what it might have been.
He was sat weeping mid-stride.

Mother's Day

After a quiet meal, I nudged my mother,
and on my plate, traced out two stick figures
holding hands.

Recommended, No Star

Silent aroma reminiscent of Brahms

A bicycle taste, greener than red

Off key in nutmeg, deaf to the touch

Don't fascinate it. Smoke will fix

your eyes bluer on its dog-fur sound

Best before after. Try mixed with Tuesday.

Sorella

Also That Week

The week Barbara Jordan dies, January 18, 1996,

the universe brightens in apparent magnitudes of eloquence:

the Hubble sights 40-billion more galaxies,

scholars agree a 1612 elegy is Shakespeare's,

and Cupid, lost in the shadows of a Fifth Avenue rotunda,

is rediscovered: "Good light made all the difference."

Also that week Rushdie emerges from fatwa solitude

to read at the New York City Public Library,

where, among the literati, a certain film star sits in perfect view:

An almost cinematographic silver light graces the ballroom.

It's been a tragic, magnificent week. I want to stare

but a glance as I bask in Rushdie's prose will have to do.

How to Look After Yourself

New message.  Is it you?  I wish.  It's spam
from my mother: Rape Prevention Tips.

I check the news: Transgender Woman Murdered.
Twenty-two, and shot outside a party.

I worry.  Wish you'd come back from D.C.
If I were Mom, I'd send you Pointers for
Avoiding Murder: Guaranteed to Work.

1. Don't date men.
                                2. Don't let people know.
3. Get a German shepherd.  Get an uzi.
4. Dress in kevlar.
                              5. Invent a ray gun.
6. Dream big. Become a constellation.

Dementia

I hope it's okay to post a NaPo poem. I'd really like to work on this one so critiques are welcome.

Dementia

My mom is on the floor again,

one leg caught in the bed rail,

the other tangled in her blanket.

She is screaming, “something is wrong

with the moon”.

I don't know what to do, so I look

for answers in the shape of the clouds,

the tea leaves at the bottom of my cup,

in the flecks of gold in her eyes.

But deep down I know

she is a seed on a maple tree

spinning away

from me.  

Still life

Some things do not take kindly to photographs.
They are entirely too un-still, to be stilled
on film, or in code of ones and zeros.
Take the flight of swallows:
in one click, capricious turns and banks
are reduced to a flash
of feathers, wings and forked tail in blue sky.
You're like that, I think. One might, perhaps,
capture the laughter about the crinkles of your eyes,
but it is far easier to catch the warmth
of sun glint on rivers
than that something in those precious eyes
that hints at knowing secrets to life itself.

In Case of Fire

(crit, please)

In case of fire, what to do for books:
Look first to mice and sneaky mites that must,
like fire, feed on paper; to ash, dust.
Do not let books pile up in foreign nooks
and crannies, bone-dry. Back up your e-books,
Kindled, Googled, Nooked. Press save a lot. Lust
for literature serves the household trust.
Love books, and feel how books love back, for books
both embrace and cradle. Beware despots.
Memorize. Read aloud walking around.
To flout censors and other dumbass clots,
whence obscurity, build way underground
an archive, fire-proofed, humidified,
and stock the prize of tyranny defied.

Arlene

Unanswered Correspondence (AS)

Although in his methods of thought he was the neatest and most methodical
of mankind... [he] keeps his cigars in the coal-scuttle, his tobacco in the toe end
of a Persian slipper, and his unanswered correspondence transfixed by a jack-knife
into the very centre of his wooden mantelpiece...

Dr Watson on Sherlock Holmes in "The Musgrave Ritual"


Unpaid bills next to the small TV: I never get letters these days.

Sorella

Breathing Lessons

It's like riding a bike or swimmingup from your own green throat.
Remember to say ahem.
People will think you're serious.

Nobody chokes to death
on cough drops and sweet green tea,
smothers from too much doona,
gags over menthol steaminess.

Things I'm afraid to tell you.

(Just fluff, please)

I do not have, today,

sparkling stories or warm memories,
or glossed-up descriptions of grief.
And I thought, today, I'd be brave.

Write of that that isn't beautiful,

isn't perfect.

Fingers quiver. Type. 

Delete. In the silence,

that fan beats out its relentless rhythm:

it's hot, it's hot, it's hot...

One day, love, I will not be afraid
of judgement and rejection.
I will be brave enough 

to write of the things I'm afraid to tell you.

Rules for Poetry Thursdays (refined)

Sorella, our champion fluffer, has raised an issue about critique in the comments.  She finds it scary and inhibiting.  I suspect she is not alone in this.  Now, this exercise is modeled partly after Sevens, where the idea is to get poetry out there by lowering one's inhibitions and removing the expectation that everything be perfect.  So cheering each other on and maintaining a positive attitude are important here.  It's a marathon!

At the same time, I value giving and getting critical commentary, and I want to open up space for that.  Therefore, I propose the following rules.

Leave a note at the top of your poem saying whether you want fluff and critique, or just fluff.  If somebody requests just fluff, and you critique, I will delete your comment.  I am not going to delete fluff, however.   Fluff away!

In critiques, you must say at least one positive thing about the poem.  Entirely negative comments will be deleted.  Honestly, I think this is good for the critter as well as the poet.

Comments on others' comments are permitted.  Here, a similar guideline applies: find one positive, worthwhile thing to take away from the other person's comment, or don't respond.  I reserve the right to cut off conversations that get nasty or personal.  (That's a bit nebulous and subjective, so I will warn people before closing comment threads.)

Anything I missed?  Tell me in the comments!

Pizza Delivery Girl's Dream

I could be in pink: Love Blooms

on the van and on my T-shirt

Make clients happy with after

quarrel bouquets, hand over 

pot-plants to old parents

with a hand-written card

Instead this brown car, brown cap

Ringing bells of old bachelors

or dysfunctional families

with Pepperoni &  Mozzarella

plus Giant Diet Coke, watch them

hunger for more 

Sorella

Australia's Big Things

On the miserable February afternoon
when Paul Bunyip galloped in on a hurricane,
we were reaching above our heads, squeezing the air,
letting the warm water drip onto our foreheads.
The squall drove raindrops through the lorikeets,
nailed them to trees and fenceposts, and ruined the dumplings
we'd left outside to steam.

By the time Paul clapped the hurricane on the flank
and sent it whinnying back to the wild Pacific,
the only thing you could see above the mud
was the tip of Stephan's Needle.
Paul tied sponges to the feet of his blue heeler Babe,
threw a stick til the whole mess was mopped up.
He offloaded three of the sponges in Katoomba
and threw one in the desert.

“I'm thirsty,” said Paul,
pulling a ten-thousand gallon stubbie out of his pocket.
“And hungry.”  After cleaning out our flapjacks
and fruit salad, Paul sprinkled around some seeds
he'd bought from a young man with a cow.
Up sprouted bananas, oranges, mangos, apples
bigger than Babe's head.  He ate most, but left a few
in Berri, Bowen and Yerrinbool, Carnavon and Coff's Harbour
Tenterfield and Thulimbah, and Mundubbera and Mackay.

Dawn & Barbie

They're not mine but I want them to be free
to be bankers, soldiers, lawyers, bakers,
the architects of their own destiny.

They are nine and ten, contradictory
at every turn, flowering heartbreakers.
They're not mine, but I want them to be free,

like Rose Red and Snow White on their fairy
tale quest but without hags or conjurers.
The architects of their own destiny,

they'll happily attend school, acid-free,
and be safe as larkspurs and cockleburrs.
They're not mine but I want them to be free:

Armed with poison leaf, like Dawn & Barbie
accessorized with spiky heels and furs,
the architects of their own destiny.

If they were mine, ballet for karate,
spurs for purrs; for fairy wands, rapiers.
They're not mine but I want them to be free,
the architects of their own destiny.